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jus another temp post until i get my laptop back...lol!
well the thing is well i m not feelin to good...
ther is no one...
i mean honestly ther is no one....
no possible candidate..nothing...
how sad is that!!...
ther is not a single person who wld wantto love me!!!

guess i m not as easy to love as i thot....

mayb i willl juz b a spinster all my life....

sobs

i m leaving now i cant take tis sadnesss i m goin away....

well tis will be here temoparily cos my I.ph domain is screwed up a lil...
well anyways submatives r like over n it sucked so bad i m terrified of failing...
never in my life hv i ever thot i was goin to fail anythin...n well i feel like i might actually fail somethin.....this si so distressing....
well anyways in penang now doin the COP thing...community oriented project...
in anushya's place now...leaving for the island tmr morning...
excited a lil....we had dinner if the family n did the project at her place...then thali decide tat it wld b good tat she 'did' my nose...it was painful...but i just bared...i m in one of those moods wen u r like in the darkness...in between the laughter...it seeps in a takes all u hv and sucks u dry...i dont understand y...i guess that it e morning of wat i hv lost and also...the stupid stupid thing tat i did...thank god!!! tat those guys r really nice n decent guys...never agin will i do it ever....but the other thing tat happened i m like relly confused....wat the hell was tat supp to b...were we juz like e both really horny...or was there possibly somethin...i assumin tat it is the fomer....crap u know...b4 u know he wld hv hooked up wif someone else...wateva lah...

i don not care...

i refuse to feel for people who dont ever feel bck for me....

i promised never again...

so never again...

but than again i m so stupid....

i never learn....

sighs...

but its time to 4get n move along n hv fun!!

nothing is goin to get me down right now....