It's all in the act.

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Prelude

HEYA!!:
if u are viewing this blog then chances r that u noe me(:
Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation

LoShi KoShi
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I am younger then i look but older then u persume.
Malaysia.
part human part drama queen but totally imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
LOVESss her Family n BUDDIES!!
LOVES CHOCOLATES!!!...n all good things in life
LoVES being an ACTIVIST.
LOVES e DRAMA of life.
which make things complicated
NOT GOOD!
loves life.
duh!!!!

Wishes

New Phone
a job
more jeans
Shoes. Shoes. Shoes.
Money $$$(which will come with the job)
new hairstyle
contact lenses
LOSE 10KG!!!
Beauty, Brains & Talent(wait i already have that!lol!)

Speak

Your wonderful comments.

insert taggie here! chatterbox, flooble, cbox.ws =) whichever.
i prefer cbox though. heheh.

Camarederie

SHAZ!!.
Ajay.
Toh yuen.
nazeeya.
visualist.
combi blog...lol
koki.
buddies!!.
your beloved.

Past

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

it's HAPPENING!!!...i am soooo terrified!!!....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
*takes a breath*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i am actually goin to do this...
i cant believe it...
i am actually goin to do medicine...
to become a doctor....
a person who will know and use words like Palmoplantar hyperhidrosis(sweaty palms) and Vitiligo(a pigmentation condition)...
and will know the causes and treatments for them....
but wat if i suck!
wat if i fail and cant cope wif it!!
have you seen the books!!!
i have to know EVERYTHING!!!!
i am sooo DEAD!!!
but it is finally happeneing!!!
i am actually goin to do this...
i am excitied...
and scared!!...
and estatic!!...
and nervous...
and elated...
and crazy...
and...
and...
juz...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

and i havent even started yet!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

p.s.i went to see Sweeny Todd(demon barber of fleet street)...excellent acting on Johnny depp's part...a bit gory...very twisted...and the blood is too red look like paint...and trust me makes you think twice before eating your next pie!!!...haha

p.s.s.went to sha's arts school again yest to help her out if the photoshoot...not as fab as the 1st time but had lots more fun and crazy times....then went out wif koki to the punggol beach...came home...yup...tmr got dance class am sooo screwed!!!....plus everythin is goin to b closed cos chinese new year...sighs...