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well although my week has been quite the excitement today was so the opposite....my mum has been on my case since the late morning all because i forgot there was clothes hanging outside and wen it began to rain i didnt bring them in...but honestly hw was i supp to noe i didnt hang it out...nor did i wash it...and my mum didnt say anythin about them until like after the rain got heavy....well wat am i supp to do right...then she goes all angus on me...i mean seriously if u wan to b pissed at me for like an hour or two fine be tat way but for the whole f***ing day well then it is not fair...so i had to stay at home wif my attitude-mum...and it is not fun...i basically avoided hher the whole day plus she was giving me the cold shoulder...for wat also i dont noe...and she was not giving me a straight answer...i mean seriously if u wan attitude then u r goin get attitude..wateva lah...life sucks wen u r the oldest...the perks of getting to bully ur siblings wear of after they get to big and start to sass you...and u still get blamed for everything..u still have to be the resposible one...and the whole family can guilt you into doin things tat u dont want to...and u get alll the worries of havin to deal wif wat your lil sister is doin after school...plus wonder wat is wrong wif ur lil brother...and if ur mum is juz menopausing or hvin issues...and ur dad's health...and how to keep the whole family together wen frankly everything seems to fall apart...and then u still hv to b responsible and not do anythin tat will b used as an excuse for ur siblings to go crazy...then wat's the point of being young!!...i feel as old as i look in the pictures...sighs...the pains of being the eldest...yet i know people who are born the oldest but dont seem to show it...guess it was ingrained in me since i was a kid and still i neva seem to be good enough sister or daughter or grand-daughter for tat matter a friend too...i guess i suck too...