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Monday, January 21, 2008
like my new blogskin??....cool right!!anyways since i hv nothin to do right now except being bugged by my lil cuz from nz....he is 8 and can be quite a monster at times...and a perfect angel at other times mostly wen he is sleeping...since somepple want details guess i hv the time to devulge lil details....guess this time i would like to give a short summary about the NZ trip which in my words was.....the F***ing BOMB!!!...well i spent a good part of my time wif my two older cousins (who now are 23 n 21) are egotistical and male chauvistist pigs...who would bully me to no ends...and the funny thing i didnt even fight back....i mean i dont have a sharpest tougue but still....to not fight back at all...tat was so NOT me...i do hv my bitchy moments....although they are extremely rare....anyways i resorted to physical war....thing is although they are chauvistist pigs...they wld never hurt me back...and i hv pinched and hit them hard enough to leave marks...nevertheless they deserved it...i do not take kindly to being called a hooker...but still they were nice enough to take me clubbin in auckland once....wher the alcohol was good but the music bad....i had coconut rum wif coke(that was good)...rum wif coke...schinffier or something...some shots...beer...and i was still okay....they were surprised to say the least...funny thing is i hvnt seen these goons in over 4 years but we still wer able to connect...like we were all still kids....i mean i was chasin them around...literally runnin after them...althiugh they did not say it they enjoyed being chased and hurt like tat cos it was we were kids again...we got to forget our complicated life problems and issues and juz be fools and have fun in the most childish manner tat is otherwise not possible wif our frends....other then those two buffloes my younger cousin found great pleasure in hurting people...but realised that i was not goin to stand for it...so his attcks on me wer few and far apart...otherwise he was okay quite a nice fellow....anyways we a family portrait taken cos tis was the 1st time in like 11years that the whole family on my mum's side wher in the same place at the same time.....which is better then my dad's cos they hv never had tat....anyways for the family portrait i wore a sari...if ther is one thing i look good in wifout fail(with a good blouse piece) is the sari....and i looked great...and it shows on the photos....and anyone who says tat i am being big-headed or egotistical can shove it cos....frankly they hv not seen me in the red sari minus about 5 pounds...and every gal has a right to be all "i m hot!" in at least one outfit....so phuuuut!!....to the rest of you...then ther was my grandmum's 80th birthday....i helped deco the cake...n it looked awesome....and as a pressie for her i made a collage of all her 6 grandchildren...and a card that looked like a book...with a early photo of her which sha photoshoped...but to get each grandchild to write somethin was more work then actually making the card.....anyways on the party itself....i m sorry but i hv to say tis....i looked hot!!...my LBD(lil black dress)...which is not that lil....juz made me look FAB!!!!...i got all the aunty's lookin at me like WTF??...it was not short or anythin...slightly above knee-length wif and lightly low at the back....i was wearing stockings....anyways....i was like screw them!...anyways after that it was all down hill...yup i put on the pounds...became darker(now i m bck to normal)...and was havina perpetual bad-hair-days!!....still travelling around NZ was sooooo amazing...the views....to die for...PEOPLE U HV TO GO SEE IT!!!....it nature at it's most beautiful.....GORGOUS!!....anyways...sighs...the beaches especially....amazing!!...and the moon...juz so perfect...the water....the moutains....all of it breathtaking...it was awesome goin wif my family and seein it....but ther were some moments wen i wish that i had that some1 special wif me....sighs...other then that i was quite the adventurer...i mean lookin at me...all like mamicured nails(i used have tat) and make-up and cute outfits(and sometimes me)...you would hv never guessed tat i went white- water rafting...kayakin...hiking and treking....although i did fall into the stream once wen is was trekkin....much to my cousins' amusement....and got my jeans totally drenched....so i had to change in the mini--van which we hired to drive around south island of New Zealand....i also bought like 4 pairs of shoes there....my mum did not let me buy any more...sighs....they were all so pretty!!...anyways i love their shop called glassons....i bought like 1 top, i pair of jeans and opaque stockings from there....i had so much ice cream chocolates cheese cherries stawberries(in cream n sugar) necterines kiwis peaches bluebaerries and also the potato chips there i became fat....n am strugglin to lose the pounds now tat i m bck....other then that and the trip to Hobbiton and Rotorua and the christmas bbq....nothing much happened wen i was ther....