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Thursday, September 20, 2007
i hv now taken to bloggin everyday i tell u i m so bored...i surprise myself...while evry1 is doin things they wanna do i hv 2 stick 2 my really boring job tat day by day becoming more n more terrible...i m gettin really terrified of answerin any calls anymore!!!...ppl rn't always nice...i noe i shld get a hobby but i come home tired tat i really don hv e strength 2 get up n do anythin...mayb i shld take up running...i hv read tat it is really liberatin plus it is gd 4 e health...um plus i need e excersie...as in i m uber unfit...UBER!!...anyways i realised tat i had my 1st actual proper meals..as in a meal wif carbs protein n veggies...today nite....it has bn a solid 5 days since i ate properly....in fact i had been eatin rather like a mouse....i was nauseated on sat cos i had a really awefrul bag of tapioca chips...i will off e chips for at least 2 mnths!!!...n i used 2 love them...but nw i juz wanna vomit wen i think bout it...fact tat i didnt eat tat nite didnt help e matter...um...plus other things(puffy)...which i didnt take properly...so tat also ike made things a whole lot worse....sighs lah...anyways my appitaite is comin to me slowly...at snail pace....but it is returnin....um...u noe i had so lil sugar i was gettin emotional, delusional n blur(as it is i m blur)..so i was nt goin crazy after all....seeing them eveywher....well i hope tat they decide to come 2 s'pore...cos my s'pore buddies r like busy wif their exams....plus who else m i gonna drink wif anyways!!...lol!...i seriously need some kind of good distraction...from tis job which i m bounded by contract 2 work for at least 2 mnths....sighs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....