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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
well i don understand wat is wrong wif me...i really dont....i actually turned down eating durian!!!...i turned it DOWN!!!!.....ARRRGHHH!!!....there r so many things....so many things that r like bothering me to no end...1. Ajay let already 2 ireland...he is off on his adventure in2 the deep ocean of 'knowledge'...while i gave up my only opportunity to go to the land i want to the most....the UK...to do something tat my father is not confident tat i will be good at despite me wanting to do tat...n all i have left of tat dream is the song...."in foggy london town" by Michael buble...it sucks even more cos he is leaving n we cant juz decide to like meet up and catch up on the coll goss n juz have fun wif each other wen we feel like it....n e biggest thing is tat i dont noe if will ever see him again....i hv already bauled my eyes out...
2. Priyanan is also planning on leaving...n its e following week!!....she juz sprang it on us...n she is MIGRATING!!!...so it will be harder to see her agin...but we will have to find other ways to keep in touch...that sucks even more....i am like really going to l;ike miss her u noe....%$#*@....
3. oh that the cream on the cake......i ALMOST had a moment....ALMOST!!!!....$%#^&*!!!....it is not a bad kinda moment it is the good kind...n it sucks even more cos like wanted it to happen....it was goin to happen...but like a bubble...poof it was gone...n i will neva get it again...so it DIDN'T happen!!!!!!...
4.plus it does not help wen u r second guesing youself n your life n all tat u hope to be...
so right now all i feel like saying is.....#$%^&#%$*@!!!!!!!.....