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this blog is about my life through my eyes
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not be held against the mangement of this blog(meaning me)
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entries in this blog are how i feel at that moment in time
and not my everyday presence of mind
feelings and opinions change so do not hold me accountable
for any kind of misinterpretation of the blog

i m nt really in e mood in writin bout e hols....but will cont soon...u noe wat some1 told me tat some1 likes me...i m so confused...tat is sooo not possible...it juz isnt cos guys don like me i like guys...i will fall hand over heels for guys but it neva is e other way...n it definetily can nt b tis person....n e truth is i wont eva ask them oso cos it is juz 2 e sombong..u noe...but i wld neva mean it tat way....i juz wld like 2 noe...it wld b so nice if it wer true cos it will b a nice change n it really wld help my rapidly dimishin self esteem...but it wldnt really damage it if it was false...on another completely different note...god i feel like every1 is leaving...i noe e moment e 1st person leaves then it will all sart hapopening...cos then all of them will leave one by one until there is no one else...then i will leave...its over....can u believe it!!!...i will neva noe if e gang will hold 2gether 4 years 2 come...i will b devastaed if they dont...i am going 2 miss them....and as they say e 1st cut is e deepest....