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Friday, June 15, 2007
well i would like 2 apologise 4 e previous "bitchy" entree...but i cldnt help i was juz 2 darn tensionfied...but since i visited Mid-Valley...n e temple...m so much more calmer in mind..but still extremely tension...n oso yesterday i was feeling like "independent" women....like in a "dont need no man" thing goin on..guess cos i m nt exactly lucky in love so far so hence...i was feelin thus...but frankly speakin i guys dont really impress me much...i mean it good looks r nice 2 see but some how after about 10 minutes i tend 2 kinda not be bothered by it...now charmin guys leave n impression..but done really like them much cos...charmin guys=casanovas in my opinion...so as u can see guys dont impress me much...n i tend 2 wear my heart on my sleeve...so guys tend 2 sense i m nt impressed...so they tend 2 ignore me...i mean y tension over a girl who isnt impressed when ther is always some1 tat is obviosly impressed....i mean if i was some kind of gorgeous gal wif a big wallet n agreat bod then mayb it will bother them...but i m pretty but tat bout it i don hv a big wallet or a great bod so well guys tend nt 2 b bothered so much besides guys prefer gals whyo brush their ego not crush it...haha..but e thing is i feel alot more older nw then i did b4 cos i hv grown alot...bn through alot...i mean i was always wif ppl who were my age who thot like ppl my age...but here every1 thinks differently...n tat is nt a bad thing rather it is a gd thing u noe...but still i learnt alot...ppl who r willin 2 take u bck after u had ur moment n grown frm it r e real ppl...but ppl who like diss u even after tat r e ppl u don wan around...in some ways i m glad things turned out this way...i don really hv much of a choice...cos my mottyo in life is..."no regrets"...so if things bad or good happened...i don regret it i learn from they n grow from they...oh wateva...i m juz feelin emo nw oh well wateva...wat shld happen will happen...june is supp 2 b my love mnth but i m nt entirely sure now will c hw it goes....sighs....i don noe wat i wan anymore...juz e exams r already killin me...well gotta chiow...
