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Thursday, April 12, 2007
tis is nt my final post on this bog...howvea i doubt you will be seeing this blog again...i am neva going to explain myself again cos ta's not wat tis blog is for....
i feel most indignifies bout e fact ta i hv 2 explain my own ramblings wen all i wan 2 do is ramble...
tis blog is not for e comfort of ppl 2 pry in2 my private thots or feelings...
tis blog is for onli those who sincereli care bout me....e rest if u juz wanna c hw i'm feeling n wats up wif me then...read my blog...it is and was supp 2 be a place 2 freeli say wat i feel n think wifout any reprecussions ....unfortuateli many ppl did nt get wif e program..so juz wateva...
this blog is for me 2 note down my journey in life...its for me 2 read later n laugh weep n be angry bout wat i thot or felt or thot was right at that time...
it is basicalli an emotional documentation of my past...or some of it anyways...
so tat i dont 4get wat i hv achieved done or thot or felt...
cos my past..like i said b4....is my present...
so get wif e program...or get lost...
2 all e ppl who really care thank u for supporting me..i noe i am most likeli e most annoyin person u ppl hv eva met...2 e ppl who picked me up when i fell down
i am even more grateful....but any help tat u hv done for me has nt bn 4gotten....I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
so i shall name out my frends....
SHA(bestest buddy of all time)...i noe i am e biggest pain ther is but u stuck wif me n i hope tat ther will many more years that u will stick by me....my god i hv 4gotten 2 call u!!!i will call promise....
Alphebetically...
AJAY...thank u so much...i was avoidin u still u helped...u hv no clue hw much u helped pull myself 2gether....though all u said i alreadi knew...i juz needed some1 2 tell it 2 me..
ARRTI...for neva lettin me 4get my manners....n for being there for me...
BEN...u have 2 idea how much i love u...
DHARRINIi....though u rnt always wif me i noe tat u try....r still r my frend tat thot alone is enough for me...
DHAYA...for nt changing anything bout e way u toked 2 me despite wat happened...
LYDIA....i know we rn't tat close but i still remeber tat nite wen i was well intoxicated...it was ur voice i remebered e most...u were always so sincere...i seriousli hope u get well soon...every1 is missing ur presence in coll...includin me...
PRIYANANTHINI...u were ther 2 listen n i am glad that u didnt run...n stading by me thuru tis
RANPREET...u gorgeous thing...always bubbly n bright...u seem 2 brighten up my day
RAYMALA...we met in LAN...though we share fewer conversations...i am so totalli grateful tat u still r frend...
SHARANYA...u i tell u will neva realised hw much u have changed my life...gave me a place outside of A-levels...sometin more different...
SHEELA...oh buddy buddy....u r such a darling...u say so little some times but...u mean so much 2 me...
TAREC...funny hw it took so long 4 me 2 get 2 noe u...but i hope tat u didnt turn ur bck me...
TOY YUEN...am so glad tat u r a frend...i didnt realise tat u wer e 1st person tat knew...
XINNI...oh u r as sweet as honey if nt sweeter...juz love being in ur company....
AND 2 all those ppl who have been even remotely nice 2 me....u hv no idea hw much it helps...
AND 2 all e ex-buddies....i dont hate u...i am still a little mad...n u cant tell tat i cant b...i am different from u...i think differentli i had different experiences...i am different....if tat is y u sudenly decided tat all ur frends hv 2 b of a partcular sterotype n i didnt fit in then 2 bad...dont worry i wont come n destroy ur perfect little world...but if u wish 2 be civil wif me...then of course i will be civil....but i am not that desperate 4 frends...n note...2 forget u exist is nt hard for me...but 2 4get at we wer frends is wat tat was killin me...no matter...if r goin 2 moan on n on bout hw i breeched ur trust then i suggest u keep it 2 urself cos u breeched mine...i hv nothin more else 2 say 2 u ...
AND 2 all e new-found nemisis...if u really have a problem wif me then y dont you tell it 2 my face..i mean if u wanna treat me like i dont exist then i dont care...but try 2 be bitchy....u will incur my wrath...cos i am nt goin 2 tolerate any more crap...n trust me i am nt a pretty sight wen i am mad...
well other then tat i will say tis sorry 2 anyone i missed out anyone's name frm e list...i am so sorry...i either missed it cos i think tat u think i am no longer ur frend....or if u joined e nemisis or ex-buddy group....but if u really r a frend plz forgive me then plz let me know cos all really need now r my frends...
otherwise...bubye...
some will see e site soon others will not...
P.S.Thanks arrti 4 e romance novels they r awesome....