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Thursday, February 15, 2007
this will be e mother of all posts cos i hv like tons 2 say/write i mean it has been almost a mnth since i like blogged....n like tons of stuff has happened....like loads.....well e exams like totally sucked 2 e max...they were absoluteli horrible...throughli dreadful...anyways as soon as e exams finished...well on tat day we wen 2 mid valley cos we felt like it...n i lost my fave jacket ther..i was totalli miserable bout it cos i really loved tat jacket....anyways then on e friday we stayed over at priyada's hse...well 2 get 2 her place was such a big affair...i mean i was supp 2 meet ajay n toy yuan at mid valley n go from ther....but they stopped by 2 pick me up...they tried 2 call me but i diint hv my hp at tat time...but they shld hv rang e bell rite....so wen i see e numerous missed calls on my fone....i call him onli 2 get yelled at...but they wer nice enough 2 come back n pick me up....we then wen 2 mid vally 2 do some last minute shoppin then we left 2 pick up rando then wen 2 pick up tarik n Zingee(toy yuen's gal) n finally we wer on our way 2 priyada's hse then arrti calls 2 say tat she 4got e grill (4 e bbq) so we go all e way 2 her hse n get e grill...then we lost our way several times b4 findin her hse....we arrived e party started...well they bbq some food n then e rest we brought....we ate n laughed n joked...n wer basically havin fun....then we rather lydia priya tarik n ajay came up wif an elaborate plan 2 get us 2 e The Curve 2 catch a movie....we then changed and or freshened up....at tis point divya joined us....anyways i was in e 2nd batch 2 leave apartment...i wen wif arrti n sheela in her parents car...we met up wif e 1st group priya lydia n tarik who wen 2 drop rando home...n toy yuen 2 get his car...then we wen 4 e midnight movie at Blood Diamond...it was an interesting movie...but arrti is terrified of violence....n tat movie was full of it...then after tat we wen back 2 e apartment...now ther is no adult supervision....so we all decided 2 drink...we had wiskey n tequila shots....i had 2 cups of wiskey mix wif coke....n 3 shots of tequila....i was drunk in 20mins after my 3rd shot....i was drunk not wasted....i was basically talkin alot....alot of things...things tat i didint wan ppl 2 noe...i was cryin mosli i guess....i remeber lydia arrti priyanan priyada joycelyn n tarik tokin 2 me at some point or another but wat exactli wer they tryin 2 say i cant realy remeber...but i rember lydia's voice e most...i was tryin 2 get sober by washin my face...but onli succeed in controllin myself after e 3rd wash....i rember kickin ajay really hard....lyin next 2 tarik...askin lydia forgiveness...n sayin some really embaressin stuff....oh i oso rember sheela throwin water on me....i had less then 2 hours sleep tat night....well tat night ajay n sheela wer totally wasted...me n toy yuen wer drunk...tarik bein e onli 1 who drank but remain completeli somber e whole time...priyada n arrti did not drink....n divya priyanan joyclyn n lydia gettin high....well it was e mos revealin night of my life....luckily i managed 2 save some of my secerts from being exposed....some really dark secerts....anyways i am glad i got drunk in their company n no one else's....i am like totalli grateful that they r bein discrete bout wat i said n oso tease me bout e small stuff....well anyways i came home on e sat afternoon n slept till evenin....n then woke up 2 hv dinner then slept again.....then on monday minnal(tarik's older sis) picked me up n took us 2 KL central wer we met e rest of e gang we went on board e bus 2 go genting....well i shall stop here 4 now....n continue tmr...