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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
We decided that we shld hv a 'singles' nite out on e nite b4 V'day cos ajay was flyin of 2 Thailand on e V'day evening..or somethin so we had e V'day dinner on V'day eve...we met up at b'sar n wen 2 Madam Kwan's for dinner...it was really fun...we wer e onli one ther makin any kind of noise...cos wwen we all wen silent we cld actualli hear e background music...haha..well anyways...some of them actualli came late...like 1 hour late...we wer so noisy n wer jokin n havin fun again enjoyin each other's company....i was sittin btwn ajay n kamlesh n infront of priya sheela n arrti...n wif priya arrti sheela n ajay together ther was neva a dull moment...well anyways after a veri fun dinner...which onli cost me like 16 RM!!!..haha..well then we decided tat we shld go 2 delicious of dessert apparentli they had e best choclate cake...so we went in 2 groups 1 grp waited for e late comers 2 finish ther dinner....while e rest wen 2 get a table big enough 2 hold all of us....but sincei was in e 2nd grp so wen i arrived all e gd seats had bn taken n i had 2 sit btwn jaya n previna...it was so weird sittin nxt 2 jaya...well anyway ther was nt enough choclate cke left 2 go around so all those who wanted e cake had 2 share...but nop 1 wanted 2 share wif me so i ended up eatin e whole thing...but tat was b'cos i was totalli depressed...n e chocolate cake was my remedy...it helped for a while...anyways we played so really fun games...related 2 valentine's day...Arrti brought 2 cue balls n a bag full of v'day related qns...it was really fun..ther was laughin n jokin...my qn....was somethin like...how much do u really love this person?....well i thot of some1...n e cue ball answered "can not predict now"...every1 was howlin...wen they asked me who i lied n said my mum...then they explained e qn again....they i thot of tat same person n it said..."why not?"...everione wanted 2 noe tat person was..but those who wer wif me in e ethanol escapade...esp arrti looked at me n told me tat i didnt hv 2 say who it was....i was most relieved...well after tat i had we all had 2 leave cos we had coll e nxt day...i arrived home...at like 11pm...the ppl who attended e dinner wer....aarti, priya, ajay, sheela, priyada, divya, daya, rando, rayamala, previna, tarec, kamalesh n jaya lydia mum's b'dae was on tat day so she cld nt come join us....my make up was done by sharanya..it wa totalli awesome...n at e dinner ther was a 'lucky draw' wherby e winner gets 2 g0o on a date wif ajay..well nt a real date...but ther will be flowers chocolates n lunch..i am truli pathetic in e sense i am super desperate 2 hv a v'day related memory of v'day u c...as in i wan some1 2 give me flowers n choclates n take me out for lunch by some1 special...be it my bf or my secert love or juz a frend....raymala won e date...but 'stood' him out on V'day cos she had classes...hahaha...well anyways..on V'day i had lunch wif my classmates...then wen 2 meet my buds at mid vallley wif priyada...but thruout e taxi ride i onli succeded in pissin her off...it was totalli unintentional...but wateva...well we juz hung out in e mall...us single ppl....well anyways bout lydia n tarec....i donno sum hw i really wish cld b frends..but i always seem 2 hold bck around them...i unintentionalli ignore them..totalli unintentional...but sometimes i really wan 2 say somethin 2 them but i hold back n shut up....i donno y....guess i hv issues...i was totalli upset tat day i even teared on e eve of v'day... i do not tear...cos i realised tat tis person who i had fallen in love wif...i can neva have...cos tat e way e situation is...but i will get thru tis juz like hw i get thru everyother guy...well technicalli i was neva over justin...but he is an exception......