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i tell u really ah..i dont really know wat to do bout his b'dae...should i wish him or not....or shld i plain ignore him...i mean he wished me on my b'dae...i dont want to b rude but it appears i hv like no choice...i dont wan anykind of connection wif him...by him i am talkin bout my ex...ex-bf tat is....i tell u it is like so weird...i dont wan 2 b rude but i wan to keep the distance...i usually dont wish anyone on friendster on their b'dae...but i mean if the wish me then i am like obliged to wish them back rite....RITE!!...well i will see wat i can do lah....sighableness...anyways u noe tat guy frend of mine..i decided never ever 2 tell him....i become frends wif guys cos i juz wan to be frends..i noe that shoulds werid but if i dont set myself a boundary..i will fall for every guy frend i hv n i will 4eva b caught in tis vicious cycle of constant rejection...n wen i say constant i mean contant...well besides he jus a gd frend...n rite nw i really need frends rather than bfs(i noe tat sounds so weird coming from me)...i for one believe in star signs n that every person has some traits that that sign is predicted to hv n so far i was rite...even i fall subconciously into that catagory....i am a scorpio...i am supposed to be passionate about things...n that is true..i feel really strongly bout the env women's rights n oso one's customs n traditions...but then again i am supp to be really secerative...well tat part is not exactli true in many sense of the word...as in once i am ur gd frend chances r i am gonna bug u up to ur eye balls....hahaha...u noe for some1 who doesnt hv tat many frends i seem be able to read ppl very well..well i used to until i can here...some how the altitute or somethin is messin wif my readin meter so i am unable to do wat u used to do...n my reading r gettin all messed up..but at least i am still able to see love signs...btwn 2 ppl....tat skill has nt left me yet....i hope nt....