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Thursday, December 07, 2006
u shld read the crap they write bout women here...seriousli...i onli read the papers once in a while but still read all kinds of nonsense..seriousli once i read that women r at fault for their rape..AT FAULT!!!!!....who the F*** to they thing they r!!...oh but ther's more...oh more...that men cant control themselves so women have to like cover themselves head to toe to pro tect themselves....WAT THE HELL R THEY THINKIN!!!!...if these mean cant keep their dicks in their pants then should be locked away...this a civilised countryu for god's sakes!!!...we live in civilisation...but y do i find it so hard to belief it.....they r basically telling us since we r women the "weaker" sex n cant protect ourselves that we shld like stay at home...n thus implyin that we should have no life...seriousli that is wat they r implyin...think bout it...this is like unbelievable i tell u unbelieveable!!!....i dont know wat else to describe it as...we r nt the weaker...we r the stronger sex...we r able to control ourselves...men dont exactly walk on the street wif fear that they r going to get raped by a woman rite!!!....so obviousli we r the stronger sex...i tell u....i am not goin to get all hyped up bout this so let me cool down k.....well anyways....
shaun is like old news...he is goin out wif this bitch n i am like wateva cos i dont go after guys who r like taken...u noe i am like damn scared to b frends wif tarik....he is like lydia's bf...cos of al tis rumours...i am scared ppl will bring it up again even though they r like old history....he is a nice guy...u noe wat i am like really confused lah...i hv this really gd guy frend of mine n he is like really nice charming sweet n dependable to a certain extent....but we r like good frends but nothing more...he is not taken he is still single...but he is already in love wif this girl...n besides he does not go after girls like me...he has a preference to certain types of girls n i am not in that catagory...sometimes i get so worked up if he talks to other girls who arent exactli my frends...it reeeally makes me mad...seriousli...sometimes i feel like i may be confusing this feeling with somethin else like friendship..u noe...i sometimes dont really know wat to say to him...i sometimes try to be funny cos he is funny....but as usual i fail...miserabli....i really value our frendship if it is really ther....n i dont wat to risk anythin...n if he ever asks me if i ever liked him i will lie...through my teeth....cos i noe it is not mutual.....n i reaaly dont want to ruin this frendship...n plz dont ask me who it is cos i will mos likeli lie to u...oh well lah....