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Thursday, June 15, 2006

i noe it has been almost like 6 mnths since i last wrote and tons of things hv happened...i am now studying in M'sia studying..duh rite...well i hv made friends...but i had my really down times..wen i had a meltdown..u noe hw i am a kind of person who can b by herself..independent if i hv 2..but i was so depressed at one point cos i had no real frends..like close frends..n i hit rock bottom..i like had a meltdown u noe...well otherwise i had met same new ppl had a crushes on 3 diff guys who r all diff..well one of then is justin's brother..he is quite cute..he is really nice..but in e end i realised that he n i r so nt compatable...another was shawn..cute but is sombong...vishnu...was rwally nice guy nt really gd lookin...but super nice..but he really loves tis bitch...oh i am nt callin her tat cos he is in love with rather cos...i thot she was a bitch since e day i saw her...cos she is one...she thinks she is alll tat cos she has e perfect hair n teeth n bod...i cant stand her..will anyways...i hv 2 tell u bout tis converstn...i had wif adrian who is justin's brther...e 1 i had a crush on...u will neva belief it...anyways i told my aunts (shyamala n loshini)bout e eatin thing...n adrian was ther 2... he took it rather well tat muz hv bn e thing tat made me like him...anyways i was talkin...2 him n i asked him...who he wld date e gal e gal in e red or e pink..he said RED!!...that was me...of course he cld b juz sayin tat cos i was e 1 askin him...but still tat was e turnin point...although i got over all those guys n i am nw in s'pore...i was secertli hopin tat i wld get a date here....n 2day i met sha's frend...HE is SOO CUTE...n so super nice...he is like perfect boyfriend material...but he has a bit of a problem...it is nt really sumthin i can say...but it does nt really change hw i feel bout him..anyways..I hv a CAT!!!..he is soo super cute!!!...he is all white expt 4 e black patch behind his ear and a spot on his chin and oso e black tail..anyways..i feel so irritated...i was like cleanin n cokin e whole of yesterday...i feel so used... anyways i hv 2 go lah so c ya...
