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Saturday, June 17, 2006
I am so totally bored i can die u noe tat....but nxt week will be jam packed wif stuff 2 do..i will hv 2 time 2 b bored...mon to fri i hv 2 go 4 malay lessons in e morn...in e afternoon i hv plans wif anu on monday, nazeeya on tues, wednes evenin i am goin 4 some fashion show at zouk, thurs wif kohila, n i hv 2 make a date wif my old sch frend...another wif sha..make time 2 go shoppin wif my mum..catch a filem wif my siblings and attend dance classes!!!!....GOODNESS!!!....u noe sometimes i cant help but hate myself for various reasons...
1. my never ending breakouts it is like a war on my face
2.my big mouth(it is HUGE..i mean tat both figureativeli n literali)
3.my thunder thighs...and a huge saggy butt that goes along wif it..
4. my uncontrollable hormones...(god ther is like neva a week wen i am nt likin some guy)..
5. being too interested..(wen i like a guiy i kinda a go a bit flirty wen i c that person or my attention is 80% of e time on tat person...
6.my huge green-eyed-monster(it is so big i can no longer be fit in2 e living room)..
7.hw my green-eyed monster keeps gettin bigger...n bigger cos i am allowin it 2..
8. my really small self-eestem(dont get me wrong i do hv times when i feel like a million bucks but...it only like lasts for like millisecond..)
9. my fear of being rejected...(tis is e problem y i cant find any dates)
10. my major inferiority complex..it is sooo complex...even the pyscologist cant figure it out...(not tat i hv 1)
even u will hate me...sigh..wat can i say...i am juz nt perfect...wen ppl say tat no1 is perfect ther r bullshittin u...cos every1 excpt e bitches n bimbos...n me r perfect.. take it from me..u may nt be perfect in ur own eyes..but damn u r definetly more perfect than me...