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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i muz be the Queen of Patheticness....so i decided tat i shld give lessons..Lesson 1..
like a guy who is way to old for you..or some1 wher ther can b no
advancements due to e nature of ur workin relationship...
then muse over y he neva considered u....
after tat dream n dream bout a future 2gether until...
u wake up n realise tat ther is absoluteli no way in heaven or
earth tat anythin is gonna happen...then
like some1 else who also is unattainable....
....
well nw tat lesson is over....
the 9 days of bein vegetarian is over!!!...
actuali it does nt make tat big a diff 2 me as long as i can eat...
it is amazin hw my muslims frends can go wifout food or even
water..considerin hw hot e days get here on s'pore...
anyways i don hv 2 muse over wheather somethin has egg or nt
wen i go out 2 eat or eat at sch....my sch is so lame!!...
they don hv a vegetarian store 4 all e vegetarians in sch u noe..
thnk gdness i am leavin...
well yesterdai was vejaya dasumi..so i wen 2 my dance teacher's
hse...u noe 2 pay homeage...
well after tat i had 2 rush 2 sch 2 go 4 bio lessons...
i was like super sleepy..drank coffee but occasionalli ther was a sudden
urge 2 drop my head on e table n sleep...sighness...
muz get used 2 long nights....
well in class ine mornin....2dai was e4 last offical day of sch 4 mi...
we had eng..ms james did nt come 2 sch so naturalli ther was a relief teacher...
he looked like a chinese cartoon character...quite cute lah..n put him in a class
full of gals (ther r onli 5 boys in my class..35 galz...) we had a whole lots of gigglin
n laughin 4 various reasons...furthermore mr T juz had 2 come 2 class so the
class broke in2 a fit of laughter..considerin...nana who was crazy bout mr T n
wld hv adored the relief teacher was nt ther neither was kat..i think they both
feel a little more than admiration 4 them....
well talkin bout admiration i saw Cross 2day...we was doin e usual thing n y?!
Y does he hv 2 be so damn clever or give tat perception of intelligence further than
any of us wen he was our age....tis is juz sadness okay....n does he hv 2 b tis kind of
cheeky kind of cuteness bout him....DAMN!!!....i wish tis feelin wld go away...they
r irritatin....
well anyway our class bein suai...we had 2 periods of SS!!! on our last dai..sadness...
well the gang swapped momentums...anu gave mi a card i gave kohila a card kohila
gave sha a card n sha gave anu a card...i liked anu's card..it was realli sweet...
sha's gave anu a realli cool card...i gave kohila a realli nice one 2..but kohila
gave sha a disappointin card...well tat is so her i supp..but she did nt even come
2 sch e dai b4..at least put in a bit more4 effort lah....well i hv a ton of work 2 get to
so cya....
*DAMN those intelligent and/or nice guys....they neva look my way*