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Monday, September 05, 2005
well it has been 3 days n nothin much has happened...expt tat i put another 1KG!!!!...tis is insane i so hv 2 find a way 2
control my hunger....if onli i cld lose weight as fast as i put
it on....*sigh*..well wen 4 mi 1st 3 hr chem tution...it was nt sooo bad
may cos i like chem....but i hate physics...n i had 3HRS!!! of it on
sundai..chem was on sat...well had like about 3hrs of a-maths
2dai in sch but was nt 2 bad...cos we had 2 go thru last yr june O'level
paper...which they rushed thru like a train...super fast veri difficult
2 take dwn e ans...well tat is all for e exciting news for u 2dai..well
like duh nothing much happened rite...u noe somethin....i am such
a doormat....no seriousli...like once im ur frend i will like let u walk all
over mi....kinda like wat i did wif him...i don noe y...i juz let ppl walk
all over mi..somehw it does nt bother mi so much....GOD!!!i am
sOOoooOooo PATHETIC!!!!!..wateva lah..even mi lil sis who is like
6 yrs!! younger walk all over mi....patheticness....she can get away
wif murder wif mi u noe....muz cos of way happened in pri sch...
wen i was younger i kinda said somethin wrong ACCIDENTALLI....
it was like super trivial...but it was blown way out of proportion...
n i was like all by myself for like a mnth...cos ny other bes frend
ganged up wif her...onli cos she was like e leader or somethin...but anyways
i keep thinkin tat i don wan to hurt other ppl's feelings..
so hence i let them walk all over mi.....
...*sigh*....