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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
well after i blogged mi family n i wen 2 e cafe cartel...for dinner cos it was mi bro's b'dai...n then wen we came back
we cut cake n opened up pressies...i was in a super lame joker
mood e whole time..i guess after bloggin i felt a whole lot better....
well yups..feel like alot better...well wateva lah....
he is like old news n i need 2 move on...if he does nt then 2 bad..
4 him...god i am such a witch..i shld juz go n burn myself
on the stake or somethin....well all i hv to sai is i am feelin better...
cos 2dai wen i was talkin to kohila she was tellin me u noe
bout her ex n stuff n was able 2 talk bout him wifout feelin like
i was being stabbed in e heart with a stake...i am like almost as over him...
as over as possibliy can b...but sometimes well yea..u get e idea...
wheather i will say yes or no if he eva asks mi again..it all depends on
my situation wen he asks mi...but the odds r against him...n oso
6 mnths is a long time n he himself might 4get mi...so we juz hv to c...
but honestly i hv 2 tell u tis is tat i am actuali interested in gettin
2 noe more bout KG....yups...he seems nice enough...but i don wan to
b pushy or anythin...but i am indian..n he a mix where chinese is more
dominant...in him...wait y am i even sayin tis...wateva...
god the Os r comin!!!!....
i am gonna die...mati onli....
..sigh...
