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Monday, August 01, 2005
i wake up..before the sunlight is seen...okay for 2day i wil stop talkin in riddles k....
well 2dai started out fine excpt that the chem test 2dai...
on the on dai i don do my Ten Yr series onne or 2 of the qns come from there...
i am such a sad case...then the dai was okay i supp.... but things started to go wrong...
during assembly...the mr lee dragged it to a long time ...
i almost ran up to him to drive a dagger thru his heart... so i was late for the meeting..
i ditched my frendz to go...feel reali bad about it...
not like he was there...now i will talk in riddles...
i look at my reflection n c a stark difference...
i don look like who i show the world to b...
i run to the bridge...awaitin for him to arrive...
i look forward n side...a sound of flutes send a signal of a msg...
i here his voice but he was not there...he talks about his master who
had called for him so he had to leave...his thousand apologies fall to deaf ears..
for it was the first time he has left mi alone...for sadness of missing seeing his face...
to seethin for the fact tat because of him i had let my frendz down....
i have half the key to his freedom....n the other he has to look for himself...
he still does not come....i feel my heart sinkin..n a sense of betrayal falls over mi...
but music is heard again n he sends his apologies... n promises to help to bring togther my frends..
his voice brings a sense of happiness... a promise of a better future...n my anger vanishes...
but he would still have to pay mi back...i wonder if i am giving to much..n gettin nothin in return...
my frendz...look mad but feel for my anger...they let mi off easily...
but not before voicing their concerns...they must care for mi....
but i have failed them....tis was a choice i had to make n so i did....
i apologise....a thousand times...but bonds of a sisterhood will not be broken by a
lone man...