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Saturday, August 06, 2005
Oh yes it does u have no idea...i mean seriously..my mum switched the internet access to the comp in my brother's room but it is giving problems...it refuses to open my accout on msn messenger n resists my attempts to install a new msn messenger...it is such a bloody fuukinsituation...n it is not helpin tat i am seriously missin the dude....i mean i was seriousli
considering breakin up...but i am missin him like crazy i can bang mi head on the wall...bangin
all i wan it is so not helpin...wateva lah...yesterdai my mum my bro(a disgrace) n i wen to j8 it was fun...FOX was havin a sale again so i bought 3 tops n mi first ankle socks....i see a bright future for mi ankle socks collection...haha lame....aiyo i am like so fat..seriousli i always dress
to hide it i have like a big butt n thighs...embarressin!!...i can neva eva wear tat cute mini
by the window...oh i tried n nearly fell backwards in shame!!!...nevamind...onli knee length n slightli above kneelength skirts for mi...sigh....somemore to dai my mum makin pie..do hv
ani idea how mani calories there in tat!!...n yesterdai i ate like alot i went for japanese food n
had icecream after that....wat onli u noe...i was in a gd mood until i came home n realised that
todai was saturdai...tamil movie dai...i don watch but he does n he usuali msg mi until late into
the nights...now there will be no more gd nites or gd mornings...or how was ur dai...fuuk u noe...
y cant parents juz leave their kids alone...they thinki wat tat i might distract him for his studies
....hahaha...i think i was the one who actuali redirected him to his studies...i think being older
n in express kinda made feel a bit inferior in a way like how i sometimes feel small nxt
to a raffles girl or a gal in the speacial stream...i always lectured him on the importance of
studying....i noe i nag all the time...it is in the genes...my mum does so does my aunt n also my grandmother n her sisters...n i hv a feelin that my great grandmum also was like tat...anyway...
things arent so great...they r okay...i think....i am goin to see Charlie's chocolate factory....cant
wait...n did i tell u i am a chocolate lover...give mi a 100 bucks n i might juz blow it all on
chocolates, socks n accesorises n maybe even a skirt...i so need a new skirt....my old ones r like
soo long...y i bought them still puzzles mi...
