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Well 2day was a bit different...in so many ways...
let mi start from e beginning...um...we had e usual day..
until at assembly wen they had a skit on aids...
bein a bio student i nboe all e dangers n ways in which we
can get aids...n stuff but e skit was realli funny i cld die laughin..
serious....n then for the 1st time in 4 yrs i witness caning...it was
nt tat bad...they did not even flinch...two boys wif similar offences...
one boy assulted two gals...wat a bastard while e other assulted
a boy but wateva...well tis a creepy thing...
wen at first they made e 1st boy bend over ..i suddenly see him...
i am serious...my heart was breakin as in as if he was
gonna get caned..i look down n got mi orientation back...
basicalli told miself to get a grip...wen i looked back up it
was e offenders...so i watched...but tat was freaky...
after tat i had eng class where we did an outdated paper...
i n sha finished earli...so we wen out of sch to wait 4 kohila
n anu....we were listenin to her cd player...n we were talkin...
so she was talkin bout her dream hse...so i was imaginin it
as i was walkin thru e rooms in my minds eye...i bump into him...
i was like wat onli..n concentrated real hard so tat he wld...
demateriaslize...n he did...n tat comes to wat was buggin mi 2dai...
somethin is always buggin mi...
Does he reali expect mi to wait for him...6 mnths!!!
who is he kiddin he does nt own mi u noe...
Accordin 2 wat he told sha...he is off gals....i cld die laughin...
seriousli him off gals...it's like mi hatin sweets...
wateva...if he remebers n if he does come back to mi then it will
all depend if i am single or nt....n if he is willin to follow some of my
ground rules....
1)he wld stop lyin to his frends bout mi...
2)being older n in JC he wld hv to handle e more demandin mi...
3)he is not gonna walk all over mi again...
4)he will be more careful around his dad...
n lastly..
5)if the feeling is still there....
god i miss him like crazy....but time heals all wounds...
or at least makes then smaller....
wateva...sigh...