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Sunday, August 21, 2005
Tis is gonna be a super long entry cos my weekend has bnhectic n my feelings r in a mess...complete jumble...
well here goes..
..saturdai....
well in the morning i wen to Orchard Rd wif nazeeya...
2 get mi brother his b'dai gift a wallet..it is a REALLY
nice wallet he better look after it..we oso took neoprints
n bought some earrings...n ate..she was a bit quiet...i guess
cos e dai b2 i kind of blew at her...i was cranky n tried n sleepy..
n she asked,"did u call him"..i had no idea who she was tokin bout n
i was tired n did nt like 2 be confused..so i kinda sounded mad...
well sori..no offence...well yea anyways...came home n then wen running or to a photoshoot....
i loved it..i love it wen ppl take pictures of mi...but nt the
picture mi itself...in fact i rather burn my photos...so i am
weird..well like duh...then after tat...wen out 4 dinner..
n came home..KG msged mi for e 1st time..u noe e guy tat
nazeeya has bn settin mi up wif..well he is a nice guy wif a
super nice voice...sexy even..but i don c us being more than frends...
but i like him...nice guy..anyways..we were msging wen..
kohila called mi at like 8.45pm almost 9...
so we sat down n talked..while i msged him...
we talked bout u noe her guy n mi n hw we both bcame single on e same dai...
funni...her guy is super lame..mine was a different situation..
n well yea..e whole dai i had bn like reali guilty bout e well
u noe wat n she had to sai...he was serious he actuali told..
sha he was gonna get u diamond ring 4 ur b'ai....
it was like some1 soccer puncher mi...
i guess e onli reason i was feelin okay was cos...
i was concentratin on e last few days of our relatinship...
i 4got about all e good times...n nw tat she reminded mi off it i cldnt sleep...
thank gdness KG was there to keep mi company...
n the moon was so big n close n beautiful ....
n all i cld think bout was him....
....sunday....
wen to the temple todai... well quite late...
then came home n rushed off for tution...
then sha msged mi...well on fridai night wen sha called i asked her 2
check up on him to c hw was takin e news....n wish i hadnt...
cos it onli makes mi feel worse...
tis is wat he replied...
"Do you noe mi dad spanked mi big time and that i am not planning to get another gal i will get back to her after 6 mnths"
wat was i 2 think i was mortified...i was so miserable....
am i suppp to wait..wat if he changed his mind...wat if he did not...
wat onli..i miss him lah but ....
aiyoh....