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Friday, August 05, 2005
That is exactly wat i am doin...today was generali an okay dai...it was pretty borin n they gave us like tons of homework to do for the
national days Hols...might as well skip the hols cos i hv seriousli start
studyin...luckily i managed to get some of it done...some of it onli....
but u noe wat tat means...tat's rite we did not meet..well we did not
plan to meet anyway...now tat his father wont leave him alone...
anyways...i called him today cos i noe he wont call mi...used the public
fone...he always says he will call back but in the end he does not..so i hv
to...today i spent the whole dai muling on wheather to break up or not...
actuali i was muling over wat i was gonna sai to him...tat was until i
heard his voice...i hvn't heard any1 so happy to hear my voice before..
he was like his usual self even though i was speakin in an indifferent
sort of way..i was all psyched up to end it until..i realised i cld not....i
hv no spine or balls to do it....wait i don hv any balls so heck...i don care
we will c on mondai wen i meet him...if he decides to show up...n if he
does not i might juz grow a spine...well yea 2dai went by in a relatively
good mood for mi even though i was thinkin bout endin it...i guess deep
down i knew before hand that i juz would not be able to bring myself to
do it....i will juz have to sit on the fence......