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God the dais r gonin by reali fast...the prelims will be comin soon...
um...well hv to start stayin up late...sigh...umm...nothin much to sai..
u noe somethin i don noe y but things tat i dream of happenin to mi
previously...will onli happen later..much later...like tat dai...
i took e bus wif nazeeya n T...we actuali had a conversation...
even though it onli lasted 1 min...it was the 1st time in 4 yrs we
talked...n i wld hv given almost anythih for tat moment b4
e june hols...now i juz feel like laughin...i mean he still is attrative....
but i am nt attracted to him....n another eg wld b 2dai...last yr...
i had a thing 4 J...but of course there wld b no future...
cos he was juz such a jerk...but anyways 2dai..he was like next to
mi breathin down neck...i was like wat onli...i wld hv bn like all happi...
if tat had happened last yr...but pissed off cos they cut Q...
but i have to admit i do hv a thing for M...u noe e guy from sha n Kohila's
class...n i don like him like him...juz think he a gd catch....i am nt crushin
on him cos i still hv nt gotten over him...oh yea i hv taken mi frneds advice
n let him go....well sha's advice anyways....
i was always wonderin y i was clingin on 2 him...
n it was cos i thot n still think tat there will b no1 there 4 mi after him....
stupid i noe but i cant help it....
i am nt attractive n i keep thinkin tat he wld b the best tat i will eva get...
n let him walk all over mi even thogh he is like 1 yr younger than mi....
i am juz so lame...u noe i reali liked that fool..reali..n yea i was obvious...
so who cares rite...well i shld b on e road 2 "recovery" if they don eva mention him eva...
but i noe i will feel left out wen kohila talks bout her beau....
i can juz kick miself...wateva lah...but i tell u 1 thing i will
neva regret eva goin out wif him....
eva...